Total pages in book: 61
Estimated words: 58003 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 290(@200wpm)___ 232(@250wpm)___ 193(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 58003 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 290(@200wpm)___ 232(@250wpm)___ 193(@300wpm)
Jude didn’t waste any time. His gaze roved over Shawn as he stroked himself hard and fast. He was looking at Shawn’s body rather than his face, lingering on Shawn’s nipples, the come on his belly, and his softening cock. Shawn couldn’t tear his gaze away from Jude’s face; the naked desire there made him feel powerful.
Jude wants me.
He wondered what Jude would like to do to him if he knew that Shawn would let him do pretty much anything now the floodgates of his sexual discovery were open. He imagined what Jude’s dick would feel like in his hand, in his mouth, and it scared him how much he wanted to find out.
Jude’s breathing was harsh now and Shawn knew he wasn’t going to take long. He gasped and tensed, eyes fluttering shut for a moment as he came. Warm spurts hit Shawn’s stomach, mingling with his own cooling release. When Jude was done, he sagged forward, supporting his weight with his hands, head hanging low. His curls tumbled forward and a stray lock tickled Shawn’s face. Without thinking, Shawn tucked it behind Jude’s ear.
Jude snapped his eyes open and they gazed at each other for a moment. Jude licked his lips. Shawn fought down a powerful urge to kiss him as silence stretched between them until it became uncomfortable.
When Jude finally pulled away to reach for tissues, Shawn sighed in relief.
Grinning at the camera as he wiped his hands, Jude said, “Well, guys, I hope you’re all satisfied with what we showed you tonight. Thanks for all the tips. You’ve been very generous.” He passed the box of tissues to Shawn. “Maybe I’ll be able to get Chris to join me again. I’m definitely gonna try. What do you reckon, mate?” He squeezed Shawn’s thigh.
Shawn felt a thrill of excitement. “Maybe.” He wouldn’t take much persuading, but he wanted to tease the guys online.
“Okay, time for us to say goodbye. Till next time….” Jude leaned over to reach the mouse, and with a click, the camera feed went blank.
Silence descended like an uncomfortable, scratchy blanket.
Shawn’s skin felt tight and hot, and he suddenly felt way too naked and exposed. The urge to flee rolled through him, making his stomach lurch. “Get your hairy arse off me,” he said roughly.
Jude moved, standing and stretching, making no effort to reach for his clothes.
Shawn sat up and hunched over himself protectively as he wiped his stomach with a handful of tissues. It came off pretty easily there, but there was some spunk stuck in his pubes that would take a shower to fix. He picked up his shorts and pulled them back on, feeling immediately better for being covered up. “Put some fucking clothes on, dude. I don’t need to see that now we’re done.”
He tried to make it sound like a joke, but his voice came out too harsh. Raw, like his nerves.
Jude raised an eyebrow but didn’t comment. He picked up his shorts and stepped into them.
Shawn looked up and got an eyeful of his Jude’s arse as he pulled them up, and damn if that didn’t make his heart beat faster. Now this experiment was over, he wished he’d touched Jude too instead of just lying there and taking it. It didn’t feel like he’d pushed out of his comfort zone far enough. He hadn’t done anything tonight that he hadn’t done with girls before. It still felt different, though.
He stood and put on his T-shirt. “I need a shower,” he announced. “So I’m gonna go.”
Jude reached out and put a hand on Shawn’s arm. Jude’s palm was hot, like a brand on his skin. “Hang on a minute. We need to work out how I pay you your share. Do you have a PayPal account?”
Shawn blinked. He’d forgotten that this was supposed to be about money. “Oh, uh… yeah. Let me write down my email address.”
Jude gave him a piece of paper and a pen, and Shawn stooped to rest on the desk while he wrote.
“There you go.”
“Thanks.” Jude put his hands in his pockets. “So, um, do you want to try it again sometime? We made more than twice what I’d usually earn for a show, so you’d be doing me a favour.”
Shawn paused for a beat. He wanted to agree immediately but was afraid of sounding too keen. “Can I think about it?” he asked instead.
“Course.” Jude gave a small smile. “Let me know when you’ve decided. There’s no rush. Night, then.”
“Night.” Shawn hurried to the door and escaped, eager to be alone with his whirling, confusing thoughts.
The only thing he was sure of was that he definitely wanted to do that again. As soon as possible.
CHAPTER EIGHT
Jude didn’t see Shawn until the following evening. He felt weirdly nervous about facing him after the night before. The sex had been amazing, but having the camera on them confused things, making it hard to gauge how much of Shawn’s reaction was genuine and what was put on for show. He’d clearly been turned on, totally into what Jude had done to him from a physical point of view, but Jude couldn’t tell how it had affected him emotionally. After they were done, Shawn had scarpered almost immediately, which didn’t seem like a good sign.