Total pages in book: 36
Estimated words: 33298 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 166(@200wpm)___ 133(@250wpm)___ 111(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 33298 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 166(@200wpm)___ 133(@250wpm)___ 111(@300wpm)
He quirks an eyebrow. “You think I’m sexy?”
My cheeks warm at his teasing tone. I would love to spend my life here in this cabin, writing steamy books and stealing glances at my handsome man. I don’t know if that will ever be a possibility, but tonight, I want to believe that it could be.
“It’s a good thing, sweetheart. Because I happen to think you’re very sexy too.”
“Before we go any further, there’s something I should probably tell you. I know that I mentioned all the steamy books I write, but I’ve never done…anything before.” I risk a glance at his face, trying to gauge his reaction. I’m not sure how he’ll take this news, and I don’t want him rejecting me because of it.
Blade’s eyes crinkle at the corners, like he’s fighting a smile even as his gaze darkens.
“I mean there’s really no reason for me to. I have access to the Internet, and there are plenty of dirty movies. Plus, I kind of think it’s a really big deal, and I always wanted to wait for someone special.”
As soon as I say the words, there’s a part of me that wishes I could take them back. I want to shove all the things I’m saying back into my head. It’s one of the things that always embarrasses my parents about me, the fact that I don’t know when to shut up and keep my thoughts to myself. But now I’ve gone and done it. Now I’ve laid all my cards on the table for Blade to read, and I can only hope that he doesn’t reject me.
He takes my hand and puts it over his chest. “That’s a good thing, sweetheart. Because I’ve been saving myself for someone special too. And I know that I finally found her.”
“Blade…” I call his name as I feel his heart pound underneath my fingertips. I need to have my hands all over this man. I need his hand all over me. I need to feel our connection and know that it goes both ways.
He chuckles, a dark, raspy sound that will haunt all of my erotic dreams for weeks to come. “What do you need, sweetheart? Do you need me to touch this sweet little pussy? Do you need me to rub your clit while I finger fuck you?”
I squeeze my thighs together and try to reposition myself on his lap. But nothing helps relieve the ache. What I need is Blade. “Take me to your bed.”
“Are you sure about that?” He puts a hand on my chin so we’re looking in each other’s eyes. I’m captivated by the intensity I see on his face. He’s harsh and unyielding, a man that won’t back down from what he wants. “Once I fuck your pussy, I own it.”
It sounds exactly like something an alpha wolf would say, and I can’t help the shiver that travels down my spine. “It’s yours.”
“Good girl,” he croons, probably with no idea how the words make me melt inside or how damp he’s made my panties.
“There’s…just one more thing,” I warn him, my cheeks warming. I hate to bring this up because I don’t want either of us thinking about another man right now. “I didn’t…well, I came here, and I didn’t bring condoms.”
“Are you on birth control?”
“The pill,” I explain.
Disappointment flickers across his features, even though I don’t understand why. Blade’s life is too quiet and orderly. There’s no way he wants to add the chaos of a romance writer and babies. As soon as I think the thought, I see Blade rocking a baby girl to sleep while he sings to his toddler son. The mental image sends a wave of longing through me.
He kisses me again, his tongue tangling with mine until I’m rocking against him and moaning into his mouth. He’s so hard, and I grind down. I’m on the edge, only seconds away from coming right here.
“Wait,” he breathes out when he finally pulls away from me. His hair is mussed from where I was running my fingers through it. “The first time you come will be on my tongue.”
I clench my thighs together. “I don’t really need—”
He arches an eyebrow and the look he sends me is molten lava. “Your pussy is mine. I get to decide how you come.”
His words make me shudder and more moisture gush into my panties. This man is going to wreck me in the best way. “I need it now.”
“Then get naked and get in my bed.” He squeezes my ass cheek with his big hand, and it’s exactly what I need to hop off his lap. He stands and takes my hand, leading me into his bedroom.
“Strip,” he demands the moment we’re inside.
I pull off my skirt and tank top quickly. Not only have I never had sex, I’ve also never shared my body with anyone else. I’ve never sexted or shown a guy what I look like without clothes and now, I can’t help but feel anxious.