Total pages in book: 112
Estimated words: 112279 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 561(@200wpm)___ 449(@250wpm)___ 374(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 112279 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 561(@200wpm)___ 449(@250wpm)___ 374(@300wpm)
Quincey frowned.
“What?”
“Yeah. And I’m at your mom’s house. Quincey, is that okay? Stephanie said she used to take care of Nova for Valerie, and it’d be okay if she was here for the night. Tomorrow night, too, if Nate is going to stay again. I’m assuming he will because I know my brother, but I wanted to run this all by you guys.”
I glanced at Quincey.
She nodded.
I spoke for her, my thumb running back and forth over her back. “She’s fine with that. Emily knows Nova’s schedule. Did she help with that? Stephanie wouldn’t know her current schedule.”
“Yep. That’s all been settled. Emily is here with us, but she’s going to be leaving in a bit. We both wanted to wait and make sure that was all fine with you guys. If it is, I’ll take care of Nova with Stephanie. Emily was going to be at your place to meet the first arrivals. They’re all planning on staying at your house. I have no problem bunking at your mom’s, Quincey. I kinda like your mom’s house, to be honest. It’s old and big, but it’s cozy. Not that your house isn’t, Nate, but I don’t know. I can feel ‘grandma’ here, and it’s lovely.”
Lovely. I grinned. My sister was becoming an adult.
“That’s fine with me,” Quincey said, her voice a little hoarse. “Thank you for doing all of that.”
“Of course. It’s the least I could do. Oh, Nate. Blaise wants to do a Skype call with you later. He asked how the jar cleaning is coming.”
I closed my eyes, feeling Quincey’s gaze.
“It’s going just fine, thank you. I’ll call him later.”
“Okay.” Aspen laughed.
I could tell she was going to sign off. “Aspen?”
“Yeah?”
“Call Mason and Matteo. I know them, and I love both, but they don’t need to fly in for a visit. Neither have time with their schedule right now.”
“I did, and they both told me to tell you to stick it where it doesn’t shine. Mason said he has a bye week, and Matteo said the flight back and forth is short. Considering Matteo’s size, I’d just agree with him. He told me he’d sit on you the next time he saw you if you tried to tell him not to come.”
I chuckled. They were being tame because my sister was the middle-woman.
“I feel bad.”
I tensed, hearing Quincey.
She was saying into the phone, “They already took time out for the baby shower. They don’t have to come for this.”
This.
She was referring to herself as “this.” As her getting hit by a car was a “this.”
I wasn’t down for that. I was really not down for that.
She kept on, “I’ll be fine, but wait. They’re coming for you.”
I just kept frowning at her.
She noticed. “What?”
“They’re coming for you. You were hit by a car. They tubed you because they were worried about a head injury. Are you kidding me?” I was just getting started. “And stop saying “this.” You aren’t a this. You’re a goddamn person. Jesus Christ. They’re coming because we’re all family. You’re included in that, Q. Do you not get that?”
“Nate,” said Aspen.
I sat up, my frown just getting sharper. “This. Fuck “this.” You’re not a this.”
Her eyes widened, then teared up until she stopped them. I didn’t know what she did or how she did it because they were there. They were about to spill, but a second later, they were gone. Her eyes were blazing, an inferno in there, but she masked that, too.
“Your friends are not coming here for me. They don’t know me.”
“They don’t need to know you. They know you’re important to me, and you got hit by a car.” My voice was shaking. I was so furious. My hands, too.
I needed to walk.
I needed to get this out of me, or I’d lose it, and I’d say shit that wouldn’t be conducive to either of us.
Shoving off the bed, I called to Aspen, “I gotta walk, A. I’ll be back.”
QUINCEY
This was the beginning of the end.
I felt it in my gut.
Nate’s sister signed off, sounding awkward, but that was on me, too. She was so sweet, so pure, and I’d made this awkward, all sorts of awkward.
It was me.
This was the time when Nate would learn I wasn’t worth it. Because they always did.
One by one, people had that realization, and they stopped reaching out. They stopped trying. It’d be Duke and me like it’d always been. I felt cursed, and I was kidding myself by thinking I could break free.
No.
I was being irrational.
I was on meds. I was banged up and hurting in a hospital bed.
I went and got hit, and now I was here. I’d need time before I was fully healed. Who knew what battle Duke would pull because it was a matter of time before he’d bring that motion forward, claiming I’d been trying to hurt myself.