Total pages in book: 66
Estimated words: 63282 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 316(@200wpm)___ 253(@250wpm)___ 211(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 63282 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 316(@200wpm)___ 253(@250wpm)___ 211(@300wpm)
There’s a green light next to his username. PuppetMaster is online.
I hesitate.
I can start a chat with him.
But what do I write?
Maybe I’ve been too hard on the guys who send me messages. This is not easy.
I decide to go on the offense. I want to see if this guy will put me in my place.
RealLifeDoll: Did you write that message yourself?
I don’t know how I want him to respond. A simple “yes” would be boring. If he’s offended, that’s probably a sign of a deep insecurity. If he admits it’s been plagiarized from somewhere else, then there’s no point in me chatting any further with him.
It only takes seconds for a check mark to appear beside my chat message. He is online. Probably has chat notifications turned on, too.
I watch my phone screen, holding my breath as three dots appear beside his username—it means he’s typing a reply.
PuppetMaster: Why do you ask?
I start to move my thumbs to type, but three more dots show up next to his username. He’s not done talking.
PuppetMaster: Is it so good it could’ve been a quote from somewhere?
My lips curl into a smile.
That’s a good response. Confident, but not confrontational. I like that.
RealLifeDoll: Yes, Sir
I’m not being polite, and he knows it. If he’s a dominant man, and he likes me, that should whet his appetite for me.
PuppetMaster: Good girl
And . . . that does the same thing to me. As a submissive woman, there’s nothing I crave more than the approval of a dominant man. And make no mistake, even though we haven’t even seen each other, he’s already begun his domination over me.
RealLifeDoll: Thank you, Sir
PuppetMaster: Tell me something, doll
PuppetMaster: Why only one use?
RealLifeDoll: To keep things uncomplicated.
RealLifeDoll: Do you have a problem with that, Sir?
If he does, that would be a shame.
Sometimes, I envy the submissive women who have permanent dominant partners. There’s so much trust there they can push the limits as close to the breaking point as possible.
I don’t have any direct experience with it, though. I don’t do relationships, and I don’t plan to.
PuppetMaster: No
I breathe a small sigh of relief. It’s hard enough for vanilla girls to find guys to have coffee with on Tinder. For kinky girls like me, the pool is even smaller.
If it doesn’t work out with this guy, I may have to wait for weeks before I find someone else I like.
PuppetMaster: Just curious
PuppetMaster: Don’t you believe in love?
I laugh. Such a cheesy question. I’m going to have to drop him like a hot potato if he goes soft on me.
RealLifeDoll: Nope
PuppetMaster: Most girls do
Okay, he’s getting irritating now. I don’t like being compared to other people.
RealLifeDoll: Well, I’m not a real girl, remember?
RealLifeDoll: Just a real doll
I hope this will bring us back on track. I’m not interested in getting to know this guy’s life. I just really need to be dominated by someone who knows how to.
PuppetMaster: Good
PuppetMaster: I like a girl who knows her place
Hot damn. With every word he types, my desire for this man grows.
The way he lights up my imagination, I don't care that he has no picture. It doesn't matter what this guy looks like.
I mean, it's not like I’m going to show him off at parties. We're just going to meet once and part ways forever.
PuppetMaster: Tell me something about yourself, doll
I smile.
RealLifeDoll: Is that an order, Sir?
PuppetMaster: Of course
PuppetMaster: Tell me something real
PuppetMaster: Tell me why you don't believe in love
I narrow my eyes at the screen. I’m not going to answer that.
If that was his first message, I would've blocked him, no problem.
But he’s said other things, too—and they make me think he’d be the perfect guy to kick me out of this funk.
So once again, I try to direct his attention elsewhere.
RealLifeDoll: I know something more fun for us to talk about
RealLifeDoll: Why don't you tell me your nuttiest, most out-of-this-world sexual experience?
PuppetMaster: You don't get to call the shots with me, doll
That's hot. I love that he's showing me who's boss. It makes me fantasize about things he’ll demand of me when we finally meet.
PuppetMaster: Maybe you're not what I’m looking for after all
No. No, please don't go.
This guy is, like, so far ahead of the others it's not even funny. I’d tear my hair out if I have to go back to chatting with idiots who can't even spell.
I mean, he’s kind of an asshole, but I kind of get off on that, so . . .
RealLifeDoll: I’m so sorry, Sir
RealLifeDoll: Would you give me another chance to be a good doll for you?
I bite my lower lip. I love how cocky he is. He’s not like the other guys on this site—they’re usually way too eager to meet up with me, to the point of desperation.
Guess what? That’s not attractive, boys. Especially when you’re talking to a submissive woman.