Total pages in book: 93
Estimated words: 107803 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 539(@200wpm)___ 431(@250wpm)___ 359(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 107803 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 539(@200wpm)___ 431(@250wpm)___ 359(@300wpm)
Maybe because I don't think he'll admit it.
Or maybe because I'm afraid he will.
Sighing, I open up the contacts on my phone and find my mother's name, hitting the button to call her. Bringing the phone to my ear, I listen as it rings twice. I wait for her machine, the monotone 'leave a message' voice, but instead a series of beeps greets me before the line dies.
I call her back again right away, hoping it's a fluke, once more getting the beeps. My stomach drops. The tape is full. I don't know what to do, what to think, but sickness brews inside of me at the realization.
She hasn't been listening to my messages.
"Do you think I should call the police?"
The typing instantly ceases as Naz's eyes dart over top of the computer, meeting my gaze. "Excuse me?"
"I can't get my mother on the phone," I say. "I haven't heard from her in weeks, so I'm wondering if I should call the police, you know, to have them go check on her."
He stares at me for a moment. "People go weeks without talking to their parents. That's nothing out of the norm. I haven't spoken to mine in months."
His words distract me from the worry. "You have parents?"
"Of course," he says. "I didn't create myself."
I roll my eyes. "I know that. I just didn't realize they were still around. You don't ever talk about them."
"We're not close," he says. "Ray's more of a father to me than my own father ever was."
My curiosity is piqued. He opened the door, so I stick my foot in, seeing how far into the room I can get. "Have you known Raymond long?"
"Since I was your age," he says as he shakes his head. "Younger, actually. I was sixteen."
"How'd you meet him?"
He's quiet, and I think he's about to shut down, to change the subject, when he lets out a deep sigh and closes his laptop, sitting back in his chair. "I stole from him."
That was not the answer I expected. "You stole from him?"
"I did," he admits. "He owned this store back then… this little corner store, but it was a front for this gambling ring. I used to walk by it on my way home from school. I went in one day, grabbed a soda, and paid for it with a five-dollar bill. As soon as the guy opened the register, someone from the back called for him. When he wasn't looking, I reached over the counter, swiped the money from the register, and walked out."
"Did you get caught?"
"Of course," he says, laughing to himself. "Barely made it a block. I was about to cross the street when a car cut me off. Ray stepped out, said he wanted his money back. I gave it to him, of course. I knew who he was. He counted it out as I stood there, asked me why I did it. I gave some smart-ass response about how it was his fault for employing idiots who leave money out like that. Figured if he was going to hurt me, I may as well get my digs in while I could."
"Did he hurt you?" I ask hesitantly.
"Yes, but not as bad as he could've," he says. "I took the beating like a man, licked my wounds and went home. My pride was hurt more than anything. I wasn't mad he caught me, or that he beat me… I was mad he robbed me. You see, before he left, he took my five dollars."
I can see where this is going. "I'm guessing you did something about that."
He smiles. "I went to the store and demanded my money back."
"Did he give it to you?"
"No," he says. "He gave me something else instead."
"What?"
"A job."
I hesitate as those words sink in. "And you've worked for him ever since?"
He stares at me, and I can see the door closing, shutting me out. He doesn't answer, but his lack of denial is all I really need. His silence rings as confirmation. He looks away after a moment, standing up. "If you're worried about your mother, Karissa, go check on her."
"I can't really afford—"
He cuts me off with a sharp laugh of disbelief. "You're mistaken, sweetheart. What's mine is yours."
He always makes everything sound so easy, so cut and dry, black and white, when the world is too messy to be categorized so simply.
"Besides, you don't need any money to go check on your mother," he says. "I'll drive you."
My eyes widen. "You will?"
"Yes," he says. "Put on some clothes and we'll go."
Night has fallen by the time we make it to Watertown. I'm half asleep in the passenger seat after the five-and-a-half hour ride, the only thing keeping me awake my worry.
And the fact that Naz really has no idea where we're going.
I didn't realize it, until he set out on the road north, that all I ever told him was that it was an hour outside of Syracuse.
Watertown seems dead at even such an early hour, only a few cars out and about, most places closed for the night. I give Naz directions to the flower shop, not surprised when we pull up in front of it and the place is dark. I know she's not there, her car nowhere around. It's too dark for me to see anything, to tell if she's even been here recently.
I sigh, fidgeting with my seatbelt. "The house is in Dexter. It's a few miles outside of town."
I give him directions, and he sets out on the road with no complaint, quiet as he follows the road out of town. We navigate the back roads in the darkness, my stomach dropping when we pull down the path leading to the house.
Her car isn't here, either.
The house is dark.
He parks the Mercedes out front near the shabby porch and cuts the engine. I make no move to get out. She isn't anywhere around. I'm no closer to answers than I was hours ago in Brooklyn. "She's not here."