Total pages in book: 20
Estimated words: 18322 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 92(@200wpm)___ 73(@250wpm)___ 61(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 18322 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 92(@200wpm)___ 73(@250wpm)___ 61(@300wpm)
“I’m okay. I just… I’m not used to talking to other women in settings such as this besides my best friends. Like I told you, my experience with other people has not been good.” He leans down and kisses my head.
“I know, little one, but you have to trust me. I would never put you in a situation where you would experience any of that. My parents love you, Summer, and so do I.” Shocked, I look at him, mouth open with no words. He chuckles and kisses my willing lips. “It’s okay, baby. We have all the time in the world,” he says before leading me outside to eat.
I sit beside him, my head still reeling from his confession, trying to pretend that I am listening to the conversation around me, but the truth is, I am panicking. I maybe could have handled this if we were taking it slow, like so slow a snail could catch up, but it is moving like Sonic the Hedgehog, and the fact is, I don’t believe in love. Well, at least I didn’t before him. But being confused about it is also messing with me because even though my friends have all found it, I just never imagined it existed for me.
“Summer, dear, is everything alright?” Balder's hand squeezes my thigh, and I look up and realize that everyone is looking at me. Great.
“Yes, I’m sorry. I am just a tad overwhelmed. I am not used to this type of family,” I say with my head down.
“Are you an only child?” His mom asks. I appreciate the compassion in her voice instead of the pity I expect to hear.
“Yes. My parents were never really parents. I have six best friends, but we are all over the U.S.”
“I see. Well, you might as well get used to this sweet girl. This is your family now.” Tears are my new normal since I met him, and right now is no different. Instead of them focusing on how emotional I am, they continue talking, giving me a moment to collect myself.
I take some time to look around the table and give myself a few moments to fantasize about if this was really my family. The amount of love and closeness between all of them is evident and tangible. It makes me envious not to have this, but more than that, it makes me feel that I am not good enough for him.
I spend the rest of the dinner pretending to be present, but really I can do nothing to wait until we leave. When the dishes are cleared, Balder turns to me with his thumb rubbing my cheeks. “Shall we go, baby?”
“Yes,” I say, letting out a sigh with my answer.
“Come on, Sjelevenn.” We say goodbye to everyone and take the ten-minute drive to his Anchorage house. I feel like I want to run right now. I should go back to my place and be alone. Instead, I need to feel his body weight on mine, pinning me down and making me stay. I need to feel safe and loved right now so the nightmares of being around his family are going to provoke don’t come.
So tonight, I am staying.
CHAPTER 12
BALDER
We are barely in my house before she’s on me. She’s never initiated anything that we’ve done, so to say I’m surprised would be an understatement. She’s ravenous for me. She kicks her shoes off and drops to her knees in front of me, fumbling with my jeans. She jerks them down my legs along with my boxers. I’m too stunned to say anything when she grips my rapidly hardening cock in her tiny fist.
“Tell me what to do,” she says. She looks so fucking good on her knees. So sweet, so innocent. I need her ruined for anyone else. She’s mine. Made for me.
“You don’t have to do this,” I say, though I want her to do it.
“I want to. Tell me what you like.”
“Fuck,” I growl, my hand going to her cheek. I trace my thumb over her bottom lip. She opens her mouth a little bit and I shove my thumb into her mouth. She immediately latches onto it, swirling her tongue around it. I pull my thumb out of her mouth. “Sweet merciful God, wrap your lips around the head of my cock and suck me slowly into the back of your throat.” She does it and I almost die. When I look down I see that her dress is pulled up her thighs. She’s playing with her pussy while she sucks me off and it’s the hottest fucking sight I’ve ever seen. For not ever having done this before, she’s a fucking pro.
“Mmm,” she moans around my cock.
“I’m going to come,” I warn her, but instead of stopping, she sucks me deeper into her throat. She swallows every last drop of my seed. My cock is still hard, so I take a second to strip the rest of the way before pulling her to her feet. I kiss her as I reach down and pull her dress up and up until I whip it over her head.