Total pages in book: 123
Estimated words: 120176 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 601(@200wpm)___ 481(@250wpm)___ 401(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 120176 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 601(@200wpm)___ 481(@250wpm)___ 401(@300wpm)
I straightened in my seat. “What are you doing?”
“You are annoying.”
“Excuse me?”
“You’re annoying.” Her phone. Her computer. A notebook. Two pens. She spread her texts out, and then sat down in the chair across from me with an extra oomph. She glared at me. “You have major baggage. You were so rude to me, and you know it wasn’t warranted. I’m nice and you know that too. But I saw the pictures. They’re all over social media. You and Cruz Styles? Do you have, like, a self-sabotaging button or something? I know you like to keep things on the down-low, and that’s who you end up banging? Anyways, I’m here because you need support and sucks for you, you already unloaded on me. I’m aware of the root of your baggage. You made a mistake when you confided in me in our floor’s bathroom last semester, and fuck you, but you made me like you in that moment. So whatever. Even you being a total bitch to me, I’m still here.” She ended it with a harrumph and snapped open her computer.
I took my phone out and pulled up Zeke’s number. I hit dial.
“Daniels! What’s the what? More pictures? Wait. I mean, not more pictures? Or no…”
At hearing Zeke’s greeting, Tasmin raised her head, her eyes holding mine steadily.
I held hers right back and asked, “Is Blaise with you?”
Zeke got quiet before he started coughing. “Uh. Yeah. Why…you don’t want to talk to him, do you?”
I almost smiled at the supreme caution he was having around ‘his boy.’ “No, but you might want to let him know that his little sister is sitting across from me at the library, and she’s informed me that she’s going to be my support system. Instead of being a bitch to her again, I’m going to cease fighting it. Let your boy know and if he has a problem with it, he can suck it.”
I enjoyed the myriad of emotions that flashed across Tasmin’s face. Shock. Horror. Caution. Fear. And then she ducked her head down. I caught the slight grin she was trying to hide from me.
“Well, technically, he doesn’t need to ‘suck it’ anymore, since you know he’s super–”
“I don’t care. Bye.” I ended the call and started a countdown.
Three.
Two.
One–Tasmin’s phone started blowing up.
Zeke did his job, but Tasmin just gave me another withering glare before answering, speaking tightly, “I do not give one fuck what you’re going to say.”
Now I was the one smiling because I was fully enjoying this. I wasn’t hiding my smile, though, and it only grew as I heard her brother’s voice over the phone.
She cut him off, “I don’t care. I. Don’t. Care. You’re not listening to me. I am here. You are not.” There was a pause as she listened to him, before she huffed out, “You can tell Cross anything you want. When my twin calls me, I will put my foot down. You’ve not endured me when I put my foot down. Cross has. I’d advise you to ask him what that experience is like, and yes, make sure you use the phrase that I’m putting my foot down.” Another pause as she listened to him. “Whatever. Fuck off, Blaise.” She rolled her eyes and said quickly, “I mean, I love you, but fuck off about this. You have no say.”
She ended her call, putting the phone back down.
It started blowing up right away.
She declined that call. She declined the next, and the next three.
I was almost scared to ask, but, “Are those all Blaise?”
“No. I think he sent out a group text. My boyfriend is probably coming here. My twin is calling. My twin’s girlfriend is calling. They’re all calling.”
I grunted. “Maybe you shouldn’t be my friend. It’s a lot of work, if you ask me.”
She seared me as she upped her glare to a whole new level. “I get you being exhausted because of your mom, but what’s your issue with having friends? You had a whole group of them at Fallen Crest.”
“They were the mean girls. I just didn’t let them be mean to me, and Zeke aside, I’ve found that if I let someone in, they always hurt me.” I leaned over the table. “Always.”
She got quiet, blinking a few times. “That sounds harsh and lonely.”
She didn’t get it. Any of it. “Just leave me alone, Taz. I’m not worth it. Trust me.”
A new determined expression came over her. She sat up straight, raising her chin. “Deal with it.”
“So, you’re going to study with me? Is that your plan?”
She checked her phone. “Until Race finds me. I’m sure one of my brothers called him.”
“I don’t do good with friends.”
She needed to be warned.
She lifted her head again, a softer smile on her face. “Fully aware, Mara.”
Shit. Why did her using my first name make me feel soft?