Total pages in book: 82
Estimated words: 77930 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 390(@200wpm)___ 312(@250wpm)___ 260(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 77930 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 390(@200wpm)___ 312(@250wpm)___ 260(@300wpm)
“Fuck yeah,” I said.
“I just want to make sure you feel good,” he said. I glanced sideways at him again and saw that same tenderness in his gaze.
“You’re doing pretty well at that,” I said.
His eyes flared a little wider. “Can you take this?”
He went for a second finger and as he pushed in I moaned involuntarily. I was used to the initial pain, but with Adam, everything felt new again. It was his first time, which made me aware of things that I would usually ignore.
Not that he seemed to need any help in the teaching department right now. He was doing exactly what I wanted him to do.
“I can take it,” I said, my breath catching a little. “I want to take all of you.”
He leaned in to kiss my shoulder and his thick hair brushed along my skin, soft and gentle. Everything about him felt good. He didn’t rush or act like all he wanted to do was get off and then brace back home. He wanted to be here with me, and that was something I hadn’t allowed into my life in a very long time.
When he leaned back and looked in my eyes again, I realized I was on a fast track to feeling way too fucking much again.
Why did I deserve that amount of care and kindness?
Why did he want to give any of that to me, when all I ever let myself do was have no-strings hookups? And why did he trust me enough to be his first time having sex with another man, even though I’d made it clear I wasn’t trying to fall in love, or find “the one?”
Panic settled in my veins. And I wanted to blot it out with the one thing I knew how to do.
“Put your cock in me,” I commanded.
He furrowed his brow. “Already? Aren’t I going to hurt you?”
“I told you I can take it,” I said. “I like a little pain.”
“Are you sure?” he said, being far too kind to me as usual. “I am really enjoying the gasps you make as I finger you like this, honestly—”
“I want your cock,” I demanded again, giving him a smoldering glare.
He nodded once. “All yours,” he said.
As soon as he slid his fingers out, I moved to grab a condom from the nightstand drawer. I felt like if I spent a single second too long waiting, I would erupt like a volcano of too much feeling. And I wasn’t in a place for feelings. This was just really, really hot sex, with a guy who happened to be one of the best people I’d met in years.
I handed him the condom as he pushed off his sweatpants. He tore open the packet and rolled it on, looking back at me with even more adorable eagerness all over his face.
“You’re sure you want it to be me?” I asked.
“What?”
I swallowed. “Your first time. I am not worthy in any way of being your first, but if you want it…”
“I want it more than you could ever know,” he said, his voice dropping a little lower. My cock throbbed, trapped between my body and the mattress as I lay on my stomach. “Chase, You’re the hottest person I’ve ever met, let alone the hottest person who has ever talked to me.”
“Shucks,” I said. I was trying to pass off the compliment when in reality, it made my heart soar.
“And I’m not just sweet talking you so that I can fuck you,” he joked.
I got up on all fours again, freeing my cock and arching my back. It was time to put my true teacher’s hat back on, guiding Adam on what to do.
“Okay. Get behind me, lube up, and for the love of God, go slowly when you start to push in. You’re pretty thick, so it’s going to take a sec.”
“Yes, sir,” he said in a voice that made me throb uncontrollably.
Truthfully, Adam had worked me open pretty damn well with his fingers. I knew he couldn’t just start plowing me as hard as possible right away, but I knew when I was loosened up, and I wanted him inside me so badly that I was pretty sure I could take him sooner rather than later.
But Adam was a dutiful student, as usual. He got behind me, slicked himself, and lined up his cock between my cheeks, pushing so gently that I had to encourage him to do more.
I shoved back against him a little and he moaned deeply as the first inch of his cock pushed past the tight ring of my hole.
“Oh my God,” he muttered, one of his hands coming down to grip my hips as the other landed on the small of my back.
“Leave it there, just for a little bit,” I said, breathless. There was a little bit of pain, but not nearly as much as it could have been.