Total pages in book: 72
Estimated words: 71595 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 358(@200wpm)___ 286(@250wpm)___ 239(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 71595 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 358(@200wpm)___ 286(@250wpm)___ 239(@300wpm)
X is the first and only guy I’ve ever loved. He’s also the first and only guy to break my heart. I guess it’s a good thing we never got to the point where I also gave him my first time.
Or so I try to convince myself…until I bump into him in my new university.
Oh no.
X is hotter than ever, and my heart is more foolish than ever, too.
Warning: Steam and heartbreak ahead. HEA guaranteed. If you enjoy watching Crazy Rich Asians, Kdramas, romantic anime, and the likes, you might want to give this a try.
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Word of the Day: Hatsukoi, n.
The Japanese term for ‘puppy love’ or ‘first love’
Men who know how to lie at an early age – contributed by online user KCC
Three Years Ago
With Akito-san still at the office, it’s just us in his home, and I’m afraid the fact has made me a little crazy. And by that I mean I’m feeling way crazier than usual – about him.
A pair of baby blues stares down at me with a mixture of desire and wonder, and his hoarse voice is rough and strongly accented when he mutters, “I can’t believe you’re doing this, senpai.”
I can’t believe I’m doing this either, I think. But I don’t say it out loud, not only because it’s too embarrassing but also because I currently have my hands – and mouth – full.
Doing...this...is not what I imagined it to be at all. A small part of me was terrified I’d find the entire process gross, that I’d choke and maybe even throw up, but I hadn’t. Lowering myself to my knees, making him sit on the bed as I pull his zip down, and then opening my mouth to take him all in –
Every second of it had felt right. Natural. It felt like just another way to love him.
When his groan slips out of his throat, my lips instinctively tighten around him –
And then I start to suck, and he jerks in surprise.
“Senpai.”
His groan is raw. It’s too unearthly a sound. I feel faint, but I just can’t seem to stop sucking. Even my fingers have taken a life of their own, moving faster, gripping more tightly, just like he taught me.
The loud, staccato drumming of my heartbeat is almost lurid, with the way its every thump blends with the stroke of my tongue over the velvety tip of his hardness. He’s so, so wet – and so am I.
“Let go now, senpai.” The words are uttered between clenched teeth.
I want to obey him. I usually do. But...I can’t. Even with how badly my body’s trembling, I just can’t. There’s this little devil inside of me that only makes me suck harder, loving the way he has my mouth full.
A guttural sound hisses past his lips. “Katerina—-”
OOOOH.
It’s so very rare for him to say my name like that, and I feel myself becoming wetter...and bolder. The sucking grows louder, my fingers become bolder, and his hardness swells inside my mouth.
“God. Damn. It.”
His hips thrust forward, shoving his thickness deep inside of me, all the way down to my throat.
Oh my God——
He pulls out and then thrusts back again, his hands gripping my head to keep it in place.
Oh my God——
And it happens again and again, faster, harder, deeper, and with every thrust my panties become more and more drenched.
Oh my God——
His gaze once again captures mine, and ah, his eyes are so wonderfully possessive my toes curl hard at the sight of it. And when he speaks, his voice comes in a deliciously rough rasp. “Are you really going to drink all of me?”
Oh my God——
It just makes me want to suck him forever.
“Katerina...”
I could weep at the way he makes me feel when he says my name like that. Only he can do that. Only him.
“Be mine.” It’s more the way he speaks than the words that rock my world. He says them like he knows I’m going to be a good little girl and swallow everything, says them like he knows it’s meant to be that I become his this way, too—-
And he’s right.
It’s my last thought before he’s coming inside my mouth.
AAAAAAH.
Too sticky. Too salty. Too hot.
I should be choking on this, but instead my lips are wrapping more tightly around his length as if needing to squeeze everything out of him, all the way down to the very last drop.
I Am Such A Slut.
My cheeks still heat at the realization, never mind if it’s a truth I’ve long come to accept, and I feel myself reddening even more during the aftermath, which turns out to be more embarrassing than the actual act. I don’t know where to look as I pull away, and the sound of him loudly popping out of my mouth-—