Total pages in book: 79
Estimated words: 76242 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 381(@200wpm)___ 305(@250wpm)___ 254(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 76242 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 381(@200wpm)___ 305(@250wpm)___ 254(@300wpm)
“Yes.” There was something in his voice that said he still wasn’t sure what we were talking about, though.
I wasn’t even going to try to guess what was tripping him up because he was weird sometimes…and just randomly tossing out strange comments would be the best way to make the situation even weirder.
“Do you want to touch my dick or is this a how much to ignore it kind of question?” Leif still sounded confused, but I wasn’t going to turn around and look at him even if it would’ve been helpful. “I don’t want to make you uncomfortable answering this, so I need to make sure I understand what we’re talking about.”
I was way past uncomfortable and starting to get hard again, so he was insane and needed to move the goal post to something more reasonable.
“Um, well, let’s say that getting you off would make me feel submissive or that my pup side might like to explore you a little…would that be an issue?” God, how had I ended up having such a crazy conversation?
“No.” Leif answered so calmly and easily I wasn’t sure how to take it. “That’d be fine.”
Fine?
Did that mean he’d let me do it but he didn’t want it?
“I’m confused. Would that be a suffering for your sub kind of thing?” I shouldn’t have asked that just in case it was him thinking he should suffer for me, but it popped out before I could consider I might not want to know the answer.
Fuck it.
“What does fine mean?” If it was already out there, I was going to get a real answer, so I told myself to stop holding back. “I don’t want to do something that doesn’t turn you on or make you happy in some way.”
It might just be a weird way…Leif wasn’t the most normal guy I knew to begin with.
He snorted. “You can overthink anything.”
“You’re the one who thinks a hand job in the shower or my pup licking your dick would be fine.” God, someone needed to shoot me.
As he laughed, I shoved my face under the water, wondering how hard it would be to drown in the shower.
“Idiot.” He pulled me back against him and wrapped his arms around me. “Does this feel like I’m suffering for you?”
Rocking his hips forward, he pushed his dick against my ass and ended up fucking himself between my cheeks. I couldn’t help moaning. His rough touch and just the way his erection was dragging against me were making it hard to think.
“No…I…” What had the question been?
The body wash running down between us made for badass lube and he kept fucking himself against me as I tried to remember what we’d been doing.
“I…fine is good.” Yes, he’d been fine and I’d been stupid.
“No.” Leif’s stern tone was doing wonderful things to me, but he took matters up a notch as he started playing with my nipples. “I don’t think you understand yet.”
Maybe not.
But he seemed like he was going to fix it in an unexpected way because he kept rubbing his dick against me as he kissed my neck again. “A sub needs to feel wanted. That makes sense. I shouldn’t have been so careful with you.”
Careful?
Before I could decide if he meant emotionally or physically, he nibbled right under my ear and sent my brain cells scattering in a thousand directions. “I’ll remember that next time.”
Remember what?
Moaning as he licked my ear, I tried to put the conversation back together but it wasn’t working. “I…we have to be in this together.”
Yes, it wasn’t just about me.
Right?
It sounded sane in my head, but when he chuckled, I started to second-guess myself.
“I can’t decide how much togetherness you’re looking for, but you’re making me very curious to know what’s going on in your head.” Leif said he was curious but he went back to nibbling on me and was making sure I couldn’t get enough thoughts together to talk.
“Well, your big head…I know what the little one is thinking.” To illustrate his point, Leif reached down and wrapped his fingers around the base of my half-hard dick like a cock ring. “But this is my turn, isn’t it?”
I managed a nod and maybe a moan, but it was like he’d turned my brain off and everything was hard to track.
“It’s your Dom’s turn to come, so you’re going to rock back and forth and get me off.” He brushed his lips softly against my neck, and the mix of soft kisses and his possessive hold was doing crazy things to me. “Be a good boy.”
God, the way he said that.
I might’ve whined, but trying to obey him took all my concentration, so I wasn’t sure. “I… You…”
Damn it.
“You can do it, be my good boy and get me off. Don’t you want my cum to mark you?” Leif said the dirty words so easily, I couldn’t help wondering if he was playing a role he’d written or if he was just saying what was in his head.