Total pages in book: 80
Estimated words: 77874 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 389(@200wpm)___ 311(@250wpm)___ 260(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 77874 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 389(@200wpm)___ 311(@250wpm)___ 260(@300wpm)
The dogs run in ahead of us. As soon as we close the door, he says, “I’m worried about sex.”
My brows draw together. I’m not sure what he means. “We don’t have to jump right into that if you’re not ready.”
“No, no.” He shakes his head. “I want it. I missed having you inside me so fucking much, that connection I feel to you. But the medication might eventually interfere. The doctors said it can mess up my sex drive. I don’t want to lose that with you, how it makes us feel. I don’t want to take that away from you either, and I’m scared it won’t be the same. That neediness I feel for you…I want it, Arch. Always. Want the way it makes me feel. I’ve lost so fucking much. I don’t want to lose that too. I talked to my therapist about it, and she said to be honest with you about it, so that’s what I’m doing.”
I can’t help smiling as I walk toward him, as I hold his face in my hands the way I’ve wanted to do so many times over the last few months. “You’re such a good boy for telling me that.”
He trembles, a soft moan sneaking past his lips.
“We’ll figure it out. All of it. Together. We’re in too deep, East. That way you need me, I need you too. That’s not something that changes, or gets fixed, because there’s nothing wrong with it. There’s nothing wrong with how we love each other. It’s every fucking thing that’s right in the world, even if there might be changes. If there are physical difficulties, we’ll work through those too.”
East pushes closer, presses his groin against mine, the thick rod of his erection rubbing against me. “There’s none right now.” He slides his hand between our bodies, palming my swollen cock. “I need you.”
“I need you too.”
We kick out of our shoes, then race each other up the stairs. I almost trip, and East laughs, this freeness to him that is exhilarating to me. The second we’re in our room, we’re tugging out of our clothes, naked together, kissing and touching, our hands eager and our mouths starving for each other.
“God, you feel so good,” I say, grabbing his ass, running my hands up and down his torso, needing to be skin on skin with him.
“You too, baby.”
I grin into our kiss. “Baby…I like that.”
“Figured I’d give it a try.”
“And?” I cock a brow.
“I like it too,” East replies, dropping down to his knees. He looks up at me, heat in his blue eyes, hand around my shaft, then kisses the head of my cock. When he pulls back, a string of precum goes with him, connecting his lips to my dick.
“That is the sexiest damn thing I’ve ever seen.”
He takes me deep, the hot suction of his mouth sliding up and down my cock. My balls ache, dick pulsing with the need to come already. It’s been so damn long since I’ve been with him, since I felt him, and somehow, he feels even better than before.
East jacks me as he sucks me, only pulling off to bury his face in my balls, sucking in deep breaths. “Missed the way you smell. Can’t get enough of it. God, I thought about it so fucking much.” He licks them and sucks them before taking my cock into his mouth again.
“You too, sweetheart. It took me an embarrassing amount of time to change the sheets after you left. Wanted your scent to linger as long as possible.” I cup the back of his head, feel the strands of his hair against my palm, push forward and fuck his face a little. “I want to come down your throat so bad. Want the taste of me on your tongue, but I need your ass too, need to fill your hole with my load. We both know that’s where it belongs.”
He pulls off me with a gasp, shoves to his feet, then tugs me to the bed. We fall onto it, kissing and smiling into each other’s mouths, as I fumble for the lube.
“You’re gonna have to get me ready a little, but then I want you to fuck me hard and fast. I need it so much. We’ll go slow next time.”
Because there will be a next time, and a next time, and a next time. We’re an always, me and him.
East lies on his back, looking up at me. I shove a pillow beneath his hips, then pump lube onto my fingers. He spreads his legs eagerly.
“I’m so fucking lucky to have you…that this is mine. You’re mine. You always will be.” I push my finger into him, our eyes never breaking contact.
East arches up, a deep breath whooshing from his lungs. “Been waiting months for this. Been holding my breath months for it.”