Total pages in book: 134
Estimated words: 126485 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 632(@200wpm)___ 506(@250wpm)___ 422(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 126485 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 632(@200wpm)___ 506(@250wpm)___ 422(@300wpm)
Rage flared in his eyes. He crossed the distance between us and closed his fingers loosely around my throat, tilting my head up so I had to look into his eyes. “I give orders to my soldiers. Do you want to be treated like one of my soldiers? I have no trouble giving you orders, but be prepared for the consequences if you don’t obey.”
I swallowed, stunned by his anger. Part of me wanted to say yes, because following orders was easier than making my own decisions and having to live with them. But Mum had taught me to be independent. So why couldn’t I do it? Why was I terrified of following my instincts when I was around Lorcan?
“Since you seem incapable of making a decision, I’m going to make it for you today, and maybe tomorrow you’ll be ready to meet me at eye level in this marriage.”
As if Lorcan wanted me at eye level. I doubted he could stand my honesty for long.
“Get down on your knees and suck my cock, Aislinn.”
My eyes grew wide. “I’ve never—”
His fingers around my throat tightened, and he leaned down with a harsh expression. “I didn’t allow you to speak. Get down on your fucking knees and suck my cock. Understood?”
With the pressure around my throat, I didn’t dare speak so I simply nodded. Lorcan released me, and I sank down to my knees. Lorcan was too tall so his cock hovered above my eyes. He widened his stance a bit until his thick erection bounced up and down before my lips.
“Open your mouth.”
I did. Lorcan gripped his cock and guided it into my mouth. The tip brushed my tongue, and I tasted a subtle saltiness from what I assumed was precum. He gripped my neck and pushed deeper, his shaft sliding along my tongue until his tip nudged the back of my throat. Gagging, I tried to pull away but Lorcan’s grip kept me in place.
“No,” he barked. My eyes began watering as I looked up to him. I couldn’t breathe through my mouth, and it was starting to make me feel dizzy.
“Breathe through your nose.”
I did.
“Good girl.”
My pussy clenched, and my cheeks reddened. Lorcan’s lips pulled wide into a dominant smile. “We’ll work on this. You will take me deeper into your throat.”
I began to shake my head, convinced I’d choke if he moved.
“Listen,” he growled. “Open your mouth wider and relax your jaw. Go on.”
I wasn’t sure if I was doing it right but eventually my gag reflex subsided. Then Lorcan slid deeper. His fingers dug into my neck, eyes on me. I swallowed awkwardly around his thick shaft. It felt heavy on my tongue.
He began to move slowly, with his eyes fixed on my face. It was a foreign sensation, being in someone’s possession like that. I couldn’t find a better word for the sensation because it felt a little like being possessed. I followed Lorcan’s orders without hesitation, without thinking. I was caught in the moment, in Lorcan’s grip. I felt strangely weightless, as if the weight of responsibility had been lifted off my shoulders. I relaxed, let myself fall, focusing on the heat between my legs and the hungry look in Lorcan’s eyes, his heavy breathing.
He loosened his hold on my neck and stepped back. Filled with confusion, and a little dread, now it was my turn to make a decision, but Lorcan didn’t look like a man ready to relinquish control. “Suck my balls.”
My eyes darted below and without thinking I leaned forward and sucked one of his balls into my mouth. Lorcan raked his fingers through my hair, and his other hand began stroking his cock. Seeing Lorcan touching himself while I sucked his balls sent a flood of lust through me. I’d have never done anything like it without Lorcan’s coercion, too embarrassed by the mere idea. Even now, realizing how much this turned me on, I was mortified, but because Lorcan had taken the choice out of my hands, I could sink into the moment.
Lorcan’s breathing became shaky, his moves jerkier. “Get down on all fours, your back to me.”
I released him and fell to my knees then turned around and got on all fours. My mind was blank, as if programmed to obey. “You have the prettiest ass and back, Sweet Aislinn,” Lorcan growled then released a groan. Something landed on my back and ass cheeks. I shuddered, my pussy clenching when I realized Lorcan had just come on me.
Slowly, embarrassment over what had just happened overcame me. It was just as potent as our first encounter in the Doom Loop.
“Next time, you might want to act and not force me to order you around.” Lorcan got down on one knee beside me and lightly bit the nape of my neck as he trailed a fingertip down my spine, then over my ass until he dipped between my folds. I bit my lip when he stroked along my sensitive, wet flesh. I was soaked. I hadn’t even realized how aroused I was giving Lorcan pleasure, but it was undeniable. My body didn’t lie. Lorcan chuckled low in his throat. “But I see you like being told what to do. You like being my good girl, don’t you?”