Total pages in book: 55
Estimated words: 53638 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 268(@200wpm)___ 215(@250wpm)___ 179(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 53638 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 268(@200wpm)___ 215(@250wpm)___ 179(@300wpm)
When hadn’t it failed was the real question.
I blinked. “With Damien.”
My friend frowned. “You’re his friend, his only female friend apart from me, and that’s only because I’m datin’ his brother. If I wasn’t, he’d probably try to hit on me then never talk to me again when he realised I wasn’t interested.”
“It’s not like we’re even real friends, though. I only see ‘im outside of school because I’m with you all the time now, and that means I’m also with Dominic, and where there is Dominic, there is Damien.”
“Alannah—”
“I don’t like when he flirts with me because I know what he wants,” I cut Bronagh off, swallowing. “He is so open about not wantin’ a relationship longer than a rumble under the bed sheets, but I don’t want to just have sex with ‘im. I don’t want to be on his hit list. I really like ‘im, and it sucks that he doesn’t like me in the same way.”
Bronagh reached over and placed her hand on my knee.
“Sorry, Lana. I wish he was different.”
“He is great the way he is,” I stressed. “But I want ‘im to like me. I don’t want to be like Destiny or Lexi; they go through lads like it’s no one’s business, and I can’t be like that. I can’t be like them just to have his attention. I just… I just wish I was worth more to ‘im than a quick shag… you know?”
Bronagh nodded. “Yeah, I know.”
The mood had quickly turned depressing, and I felt bad.
“I’m sorry, Bee. I’m bummin’ you out on your big night.”
She tilted her head. “Me big night?”
I deadpanned. “Your hoo-ha has been deflowered. That means it’s a big night.”
Bronagh widened her eyes before she grabbed a pillow and hit me with it, causing me to sputter with laughter. She hit me with it again, so I squealed and laughed harder.
“You’re a bitch,” she stated.
I smiled wide. “You love me, though.”
“Yeah,” Bronagh said, sounding like she just came to some sort of revelation. “I do.”
I knew that her accepting me as a friend was a big deal for her, but I knew caring for me was an even bigger deal.
“Hey,” I said, gaining her full attention. “I love you too, and that means you’re stuck with me for life. Dominic will have to get used to me as a third wheel.”
My friend snorted. “He thinks you’ve a great rack and arse, so he won’t mind.”
I gasped. “He does not!”
“He does,” Bronagh tittered. “We randomly talked about it. I’m totally cool with you knowin’ it too because I know you’re the only girl at school who prefers Damien over ‘im.”
That was the truth.
I cringed. “Mate, Dominic is… ew.”
Bronagh cracked up with laughter. “Damien is his identical twin. They literally have the same everythin’. Well, not the same hair colour, but everythin’ else is the same.”
I disagreed.
“When I look at them, I see two completely different people. It’s hard to explain, but they’re nothin’ alike to me even though they have the same everythin’. Do you see Damien in Dominic?”
Bronagh shook her head. “At first I did, but now, I don’t. Dominic has so much personality that his body can’t contain it.”
“Speakin’ of loverboy.” I grinned. “Did it, you know, hurt?”
Bronagh’s cheeks tinged with redness as she nodded. “At first, it hurt then it was uncomfortable, and then everythin’ changed, and it was amazin’. It honestly wasn’t as bad as I always thought it would be, but if Dominic wasn’t so focused on makin’ me feel good, I think it just would have been sore and nothin’ special like most people’s first time.”
I exhaled. “That’s good to know. Maybe I won’t be so wound up when I finally lose me own V-card.”
“I’m a little sore now, but Dominic says that’s normal because it was me first time. Eventually, it won’t feel uncomfortable at all afterwards. So he says anyway.”
I gnawed on my lower lip. “You’d better go on the pill, just to be safe.”
“Yeah, Branna said she’d take me to the doctors to get a monthly prescription.”
I suddenly giggled. “You’re a total slag, needin’ the pill and an actual condom supply.”
Bronagh’s face flared with heat once more, and I momentarily wondered if the colour would ever leave her cheeks.
“Stop it. I get so embarrassed when I think of it. And I’m mortified to be on me own with Dominic again.”
Come again?
I raised a brow. “But he is your lad.”
“So?” my friend questioned. “I love ‘im, and we’re in a relationship, but he just saw me naked and took me virginity. I can’t help but be embarrassed.”
“You’re so weird,” I mused.
Bronagh snorted. “That’s not new information.”
Male laughter from downstairs got my attention, and I quietened down.
“The twins’ brothers,” I said upon hearing them, “are a lot hotter than what you said they were.”