Total pages in book: 24
Estimated words: 22752 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 114(@200wpm)___ 91(@250wpm)___ 76(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 22752 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 114(@200wpm)___ 91(@250wpm)___ 76(@300wpm)
Warm air greets us inside the store, a welcome relief from the cold winter. It’s not long now until Christmas. I wonder what babies want for the holidays. I wonder if she’s even noticed the tree in my living room. Can she identify objects yet?
I glance around the brightly lit, clean store. I scan the register area and tell myself that I’m not disappointed when it’s empty. I wasn’t looking for a certain brunette with the shy smile and sweet curves. Nope, wasn’t looking for Chloe at all.
Since the store is mostly empty, I thread my way back to the baby care section while keeping one eye on the bottle. Cash had rules about stopping to burp her through the feedings. Said something about air getting trapped in her little tummy. Fuck, there’s a lot to remember with a baby.
Still, I figured out how to run the ranch. It was making some money but not a lot when I took over as manager at barely eighteen. I’m pretty sure the only reason that Mr. Kringle gave me the job was because I’d tried to do everything else at the farm. I hadn’t been very good at any of it. He must have finally figured that at least my brain might be useful.
I’ve done him proud in the time since. I consistently double the ranch’s profits and ever since then, he leaves me alone to do whatever I want. In fact, he won’t make a decision about the ranch without consulting me.
I’m so lost in thought that I don’t even hear Emma May approach as I glance at the rows of baby formula. Each one promises to be gentle on her tummy while being fortified with vitamins needed for her growth.
“And who is this little one?” Emma May’s silver hair is in its usual long braid down her back, and she peers over her bifocals. She’s a tiny little thing that barely comes up to my chest, so I crouch lower, letting her see my Abby.
“Such a pretty girl,” she admires and accepts my daughter when I pass the little bundle to her. She’s had five children of her own and fostered countless others. That’s the thing about a place like Courage County. Your past doesn’t matter. Everyone is welcome here. “You didn’t tell me you have a daughter.”
I haven’t introduced her to anyone but family yet. Even then, my parents only got to see her on video call since they’ve been sick. “I didn’t know until just recently.”
Truth is, I’m a little worried about Abby’s mama. You don’t leave a baby on a doorstep because you think you’ve got a lot of options. Given how she’s only around two weeks old, her mom could be in need of medical care too. I wish I had some clue as to her identity, some way to reach out and let her know that I can help. That I’ll keep Abby safe and warm and make sure she grows up with all the love in the world.
Emma May clucks her tongue. “Well, where’s her mama?”
Sweat trickles down my back. Whatever I say in this moment will be repeated across town for years. Little Abby will most likely hear it when she’s old enough, so I settle on the best thing I know to say, “She’s not in her life at the moment. But I’m hopeful one day things will be different.”
Without missing a beat, she pops the bottle from Abby’s mouth and keeps her entertained long enough to burp her. How she did that without Abby letting out one of her screams, I’ll never know. “Let’s hope so. Christmas is a time for miracles.”
I glance over at the baby in her arms. “It sure is.”
After I’m done getting everything on Cash’s list and a few things that Emma May insisted he must have forgotten, Abby is sleeping again. All this kid does is sleep and eat. The parenting blogs tell me this is normal, and she’ll eventually become a little more alert. But it scared the shit out of me at first.
As I approach the registers, I notice Chloe is here now. My mouth goes dry, and my heart starts pounding. I’ve never talked with her other than to exchange pleasantries. Sure, I think she’s damn beautiful, and I’d love nothing more than to take her up against the side of my truck with her fingernails digging into my arms and her sweet voice screaming my name. But I’m too old for her. I won’t be the creepy guy who leers at her while she works, so mainly I keep my mouth shut around her.
“Did you get stuck on babysitting duty this morning?” Chloe asks as she scans the extra-large pack of diapers. Forget selling Christmas trees. The ranch is going to sell diapers. We’ll make a fortune within a week.